Elderly starlets on threadbare barstools,
with pallor’d, pencil’d-in, come-hither stares,
simpering, making both metals & jewels
jangle, dangling from scrawny ears;
around the green felt, lipless phantasms,
lips without color, toothless jaws,
& fingers seized by feverish spasms,
rummaging empty pockets, empty bras;
under dingy ceilings, gaslamps in rows
casting their glower, crowding each outlet
above illustrious poets’ shadowy brows,
having just squandered their bloody sweat;
behold the black tableau I watch unwind
before my eyes, a clairvoyant seeing:
in one corner of this taciturn lair, I find
myself, hunched, cold, & mutely envying,
envying these people their tenacious passion,
these aged whores their mournful levity,
all recklessly trafficking in some fashion,
one her beauty, another his age-old gravity,
& my heart sickened with envy of the poor
wretches who dash for the welcoming abyss,
who, drunk with blood, ultimately prefer
misery to death & Hell to emptiness!
Mike Alexander, native New Yorker turned Houstonite by love, dreams too hard about 19th century Paris, handles money without any of it sticking to him, edits a small Houston litmag called The Panhandler, admins the online sonnet workshop at Sonnet Central, & uses ampersands.