Mark Allinson
Dialogue
Oh let me rise and fly to the ideal
Platonic realm of touchless mental-space
and leave this swamp of flesh which makes me feel
such ugly muddy moments of disgrace.
How perfect life if science might replace
these organs with a laser drive to run
in deathless cyber-space without a trace
of blood-bone murmurs subtle minds should shun.
Hush now, the night-dew falls, thought’s day is done.
My melatonin waves will wash this mind
back to the marrow where this mind’s undone:
the cyclops-eye saw far, but now is blind.
Hear the surf, breathe darkness, die, be sane,
knowing thoughts bubble from the blood-swamp brain.
Dialogue II
My being is a light, a wind, a fire,
an eagle with the world within its eye;
a passion, spear-keen, a sharp desire
to fly toward the sun beyond the sky.
I keep my self clear, detached and dry
and like a demiurge above the flood
I seek forever ever asking why
this world of mine has worms in every bud,
and every hope, and every drop of blood.
And you below, the source of futile pain,
a swamp of filthy waters, flux of mud,
must I too rot within your dying brain?
Come. Put out your light. Fall into the deep
night and practice death with a little sleep.
Mark Allinson was born in 1947 and raised in Melbourne, Australia. At first Mark believed that he wanted to be an airline pilot, and he completed a private flying licence at 17. Before long, however, he realized that flying was merely a metaphor of his desire to rise above the pettiness of daily life, in order to see the big picture. Eventually this desire for vertical transcendence led to a Ph.D in English literature, and he taught for a while at Monash University, in Melbourne. Mark is now entirely grounded, and living and writing on the NSW coast, south of Sydney.
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